So yeah, new it wasn’t real. It sucks how no matter how much doubt you have in your mind and heart you always seem to listen to that little faith that you have. But things happen for a reason. Every guy I have been with has taught me something, & this one just taught me another. That not talking to guys & clearing things up from the beginning is not okay. You have to always know what you are to someone from the start, that way you won’t be wasting your time thinking you mean more to someone then you actually do. I’m kinda glad this ended tho, because I was tired of the whole wondering & questioning what we are. Yes, I’m gonna miss him & stuff but then again I’m not. Life goes on, & I’m young. I need to enjoy my life being single & having fun. If that someone comes around then of course ill go for it but I’m not gonna waste my time trying to search for it. I wasn’t expecting him to come into my life at all, & I’m glad he did. We had a good time together. But another one will cone around & make me happy as well. So on to the next <3 :D
Need To Vent.
Yesterday Night<3
Was another great night with him ^.^
I loved how we just sat in his car for 4 whole hours & just talked & talked about anything & everything. What he’s scared of, what he wants in the life, what his family & brother is like & a whole lot more. Then we played cards & whoever lost had to give that person whatever they wanted ;) aha.
I really got to know him more & I like him sooo much more.
Honestly, I didn’t think I would want anything out of it. Just something fun to have. But it feels like we can have a real thing going on in the future, & I’m happy<3.
Oh & I looooooove his kisses<3 They’re the best ;) aha.
